Lately, I've been feeling down again. I don't know why. Could it be the stress of strenuous college courses? Could it be the stress of knowing that I'm going to somehow pay off $100,000 debt in the future? The stress of knowing that I need a new car by the end of the year for my professional internship, (I don't trust my current 1998 Chevy Monte Carlo. I just turned over 190,000 miles this past week). Where will I live during the internship? Will I be able to afford to eat healthy? Will I get enough sleep?
My best friend and I aren't talking right now. Two weeks or so ago, I posted a funny picture on his Facebook page. He didn't get a chance to see it until later that night. When he did, he was furious. This person, with over 1000 friends on Facebook, unfriended me. I was heartbroken. We usually laugh at this kind of thing, but for some reason, he has this idea that he should be seen as perfect in everyone else's eyes. That's what I don't understand. Humans aren't perfect. Am I over reacting by not talking to him? Was it my fault? What did I do wrong? The picture was not offensive at all. It was one of those pictures you would see on People Of Walmart.
My friend and I still haven't reconciled. I don't know if I can. I miss him so much. He's my best friend. He was there for me in September of 2007, and he was there for me during the whole liver transplant ordeal with my father. He's been very supportive of me over the years.
There is still one friend that I know will always love me, no matter what happens.
I have to go to sleep. I need to get up at six to go work out a little.
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